late at night and I leave to cali tomorrow I MEAN TODAY (10 hours?), but i NEEDED an outfit shot. excuse... everything.

MY INNOCENT WORLD ARRIVED AND I GOT POLKA DOT TIGHTS BUT THEY ARE TOO SHORT FUCK



I need hairclips

waant new loliiiii ;_;

i really fuckign want a new jsk before the LA show on the 16th :( but I doubt I could get one in time :(


also i need to take photos tomorrow and like LIST EVERYTHING FOR SALE like none of it fits save my meta jsk, and the overskirts. The underskirts don't really though! The black one fits but it's a bit too short. Argh. I just want to switch to jsks. I may even list the teddy patisserie overskirt.


needs dem fully shirred jsks!!!!!!



also I've been weighing in at 190.2lbs for a few days, which is nice. I was fluctuating between 192-195 for a couple weeks. And yes, 190 is LOW for me. Lowest in a looooong loooong time

not dead yet

I can probably buy and fit some putumayo now

lol weird pic angle.

LOLIEST BAG OF THEM ALL

JSK: Metamorphose (lucky Pack dress Winter 08?)
Top: Target
Necklace: Middle Earth, Anna Arbor, Michigan
Tights: Target (everyone asks where I get them! They are a nice patterned black tight. I love them!)
Shoes: Payless lol

HOLY SHIT I JUST SAW THIS


I'm sure it's been posted on egl, right?

Today is Matsuri! I'm gonna go in lolita methinks :D

I need to work out an outfit for Cupid's Revenge!

I dunno what to wear! It's a rave, so crazy shit is ok, and I might implement the white corset and white knee high boots... Dunno what else though! I could go all white, or my cake bustle skirt (which is BLUE but has pink... rave is white pin kand red themed) or maybe the choclate cake overkirt I never expected to wear... I have a HIDEOUS pink fuxzzy cat hat too, I could pin the bow onto it and be RAVETASTIC XD


wish I had more pink tops though lol. unless I have that cutsew still? it may be too big now...

Or I could go black and white punk guro XP black bustle, white corset and boots, black top of some sort, and eyepatch/bandages... but I want to wear kandie lol. So maybe not.

Oh my god... I though people were trolling me when they said i looked thinner, as I've been losing weight but since I was carrying it so well before, I assumed the change was not visible. today I measured myself though, lolita style (bust-waist-hips)

last time I did so was in michigan, for buying lolita clothes. I was 46"-37"-46"

today I'm 44"-34"-44"


so I DO need to sell that anna house dress, AND I have a corset from timeless trends, only worn 4 times, that is made for someone with a 36-38" waist, it constricts to about 34"-35"... but now I can't wear it. So if you are interested in a white eyelet corset, I guess I need to sell mine ;_; since i have to lace it completely now to make it fit and it doesn't do much for me that way :/ They are $100 normally.

or if you have a smaller corset you'd like to trade, let me know.

odd

I googled persecution complex today and foudn this


http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/786589/lolita_fashion_and_the_persecution.html


huh


only i'm not spoiled and rich so it doesn't fit as well methinks

:(

but it's seriously too loose on me. I need to sell it and rebuy it smaller or just... I dunno, get something else. I fuckin love the cut of this dress, but :<

So, if anyone on the friends list is interested, you have first dibs if you let me know within a week.

It comes with the matching headbow and two detachable bows. I paid $96 brand new, $135 after shipping. It's been worn out twice and will be cleaned again before shipping. I'd like to gt $90 INCLUDING shipping for it. It was made for a 46" bust and a 37" waist but that leaves the shirring TOTALLY UNSTRETCHED, it could easily go another 5 inches. there is also ribbon lacing in the back to make it tighter, I have it tightened in any photos you see of me in it (see here: http://liddell-rawks.livejournal.com/23112.html#cutid1). I've lost more weight though and my bust is no longer 46", I think I'm more like 45" and 36" now, which is TOO SMALL for this dress.


so yea, let me know if you are interested, OR IF YOU HAVE ANY TRADES. Stuff with shirring works well since I've lost a bit of weight. I like sweet still but I also am getting into gothic and punk and classic (I just got a grey pinstripe meta jsk... need to post that!)

buying jsk with leftover book money >_>

come on, i NEED THIS. It's been so long

also, grey. this will be interesting.

still, should be buying shoes, but whatever... maybe later if i can fit those demonia black flower shoes in my budget...


yea, money troubles, but grandpa is supporting my college and minimum payments and ugh i need something for me before i kill myself (or my brother who i have to leave home now to avoid and keep all my valuables in my car lest he destroy them)

wore loli to a rave recently, maybe picks up later. it's the teddy bordeaux x black number i wore before. I lost one of the tiny detachable bows :

I had a dream that had boykitten in it.. they were at a rave or something and i met them and talked for a while.. it was odd cause I never thought WAIT DON'T YOU LIKE IN THE UK?

odd.

what should i do for the december loliday? (this weekend)

what are you doing for loliday?

I need an ALL BLACK outfit for an event called, unhilarously, BLACK.i don't ave a petti but oh well, bright pink will have to do lol. or white.

I DO have:
Black meta hoodie (with awesome graphic on back and that actually fits me!)
Black bustle skirt
black socks with pompoms
black pseudo mary janes that kill my ankles but oh well


want to get some BETTER black tights to layer under the socks (it might be cold! and no bloomers that way). I might check target for those cheap bloomers though i don't expect to find them!

Also, I'm thinking a black tank top and maybe bleach words onto it? You may not be familiar with some of the stuff i make like that. i really want to make one that says LOLITA NOT DEAD or GOD SAVE THE LOLITA, can't decide XD but yea I'm going on a more punky approach here so I think a tank or camisole under a hoodie would be fine. I need some ACCESSORIES! though! I have this strange desire to get a spiked collar, or one with rings lol. chains omg! Any other ideas? i basically have the outfit but no accessories. I'm going to be dying my hair black even lol, and getting some darker lipstick i think (though probably not black lol) and some white make up that actually matches my skin. hair though, NO IDEA! should I just curl it/do it fancy, or get a hat? No idea aaaaagh.

:3

they ahe ADORABLE SOCKS! The best ones are for red x white and i don't own any of that (only bordeaux....) and greens. They have THREE PACKS of knee highs that are $6 a pack and one of the pairs for 4 of the sets has strawberries (th exception beign the blue st, which has apples, and the fushia set, which is also apples). I wish I could warant the red x white set casue it hase
one solid pair with a nugly top band color
one white with strawberries (ADORABLE)
one re x white striped pair

the pink set is black x white stripepd socks, solid pink withe fushia tops, and grey withe pink strawberries

and it goes on an on


didn't see the bloomers but it's still early

also, PENGUIN SOCKS :O but they com in the two packs and are on red. There are polar bears on black also :O

And I got this cute black 'cutsew like' top i hope to wear today if I ACTUALLY HAVE A SHOOT >:{

NO BLACK BERETS THOUGH. They were sold out. I wanted one...